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PRlVATE 1 – 1 SESSIONS
A dose of truth and sanity
in a world that makes no sense
To exit this mass delusion…
there seems to be an acclimating to the unknown
We’ve never truly been on our own
Able to stand on our own
Because since we were young
We’ve been taught to listen to authority
And to not trust ourselves
We lost touch
We became so far removed
So detached
To what was already right here
This magnificent, intelligent organism, that has always known far more than ‘you’ ever did, becomes suffocated by the arrogance of knowledge, power and control. We live life trying to emulate those that are the most deluded. We learn to objectify ourselves and everyone and everything around us. Desperate to control and manipulate it into whatever we deem worthy and desirable. And little do we know that that’s what makes our bodies so sick.
So we go to the healthcare system
We go to religion and the church
To spiritual figures
We go to all kinds of gurus, saints, channelers, psychics & healers
And perhaps we find out that the mass majority of them
Are still running on knowledge, power and control
Just dressed in a different outfit
Using the idea of freedom to chain you again
When you truly see that most spiritual teachers are no different than a con-artist,
you’re closer to freedom than most
And the clarity that you can come to, is that no one has THE answer
You yourself have to live it
Walk it
If they’re not empty and free, they cannot guide you to freedom
Most are just selling you their system, method, practice and doctrine
Or just regurgitating that of another they admire
Because they do not trust their body
They have to refer to another
Copy another
They are not free
Only the rare few are able to prioritize actual truth and sanity
This is an unfolding, and unraveling from all the chains that have been accumulated
This is a great unwinding
A great heartbreak
A great loss
Of everything you hoped for, dreamt of, believed in
That ultimately leaves the body totally and completely empty
Empty of burdens and attachments
Empty of desperation, arrogance and desire
Empty of insanity
Empty of dis-ease
This is actual freedom
The only true freedom
This is what I’ve been looking for my whole life
In drugs, sex, attention, approval, love, relationships, travel, books, meditation, music, art…
A depth of peace that can’t be disturbed
That’s not dependent on external circumstances
I’m no longer afraid of death
No longer afraid of life
I have been sucked through a massive void that stripped me bare of any hand holds. The feelings of love, oneness, awareness, consciousness were all seen as made-up constructs. The self can’t help but make it all about itself and so it all disappears with ‘you’. Everything was eventually seen as learned from the mass delusion. Everything was flushed out of the body. All the learned ways of being, living, existing were seen as unnecessary and part of the twisted-ness.
I was forced to learn to stand on my own
Forced to learn how to walk again for the very first time
Not knowing who I was and where I was going
Without the smallest of training wheels this time
I had to venture into the wilderness
The great unknown
Slowly, gently… one step at a time
I ventured into the deepest, darkest of depths
To places where no one would willingly venture
And you see that it’s actually not that bad
If you have some understand,
reassurance and confirmation.
It was ultimately freeing
To face all my fears
One by one
I was shown the natural way
What was here all along
What was truly possible
With the support of my dear friend, Marc
We were each others only real companions in the depths of the unknown
We came out the other side without anything remaining…
Except for EVERYTHING
Everything was empty of meaning and solidity
The greatest gift that anyone can be given
To be stripped bare of all chains
To have ventured to such great depths
And to truly see that the body can handle ANYTHING
The body is so much stronger than ‘you’ ever were
So much stronger than you could ever know
‘You’ are actually limiting it
‘You’ are actually in the way
All the delusion and arrogance of humanity
is suffocating the true fierceness that has always been there
And only a few truly understand that
Only a few actually live it
Only a few can actually speak about it
This is the only place where you can fully trust yourself
The only place the body is able to truly heal
The only place you can live without fear
And it came at a price
But that price was never actually real to begin with
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Explore the raw documentation of the death of me
and life after death:
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BOOK SESSION BELOW
[Available via Zoom]
These sessions are completely confidential (except for the trial option where it is clearly stated otherwise). They are completely tailored to you. Everything is welcome. Any curiosities, confusions, difficulties. If you just want to connect or if you want to have a conversation and receive some feedback and context, I would be happy to provide that.
I am here as support for whatever you may be going through. It’s a space where you can share your raw truths, fears and vulnerabilities, which is largely what remains when all the bullshit and spiritual nonsense is stripped away. It’s kind of where the real stuff happens. It’s the only place that true intimacy is available. All the accumulated knowledge of what this is and how you should and shouldn’t be can be seen as a huge part of why we suffered and struggled so much. It’s largely what prevents this unraveling from taking place. And you will see that most are living on top of a well of unworthiness, hurt, pain, anxiety, loneliness, fear, shame, wrongness, badness, doubt… It takes so much unwinding to actually unravel it all, see it all, feel it all, layer by layer. It’s only possible with less and less of you there. What you’re unwilling to feel, you’ll live on top of and be controlled by.
Wherever you may be, I would be honored to meet you exactly as you are. As a fellow ‘human’ that’s brave enough for simply existing, let alone willing to venture into the unknown.
Or perhaps just curious about it, it’s all okay.
Please email me if you would like a different date/time: suzannenonduality@gmail.com
A calendar event & confirmation email will be sent to you after booking, as well as a reminder email 1hr before the session.
Thank you so much,
Suzanne
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PLEASE REVIEW TERMS BEFORE BOOKING:
DISCLAIMER: There is no desire to stick to any title or label
ZOOM LINK: The zoom link can be found in the confirmation email, reminder email (sent 1hr before meeting) or the calendar event
RECORDING: Let me know at the beginning of the session if you’d like to record it for your own private use. It will be emailed to you and deleted 1 week after
REFUND / CANCELLATION: All bookings are final
RESCHEDULE: You are welcome to reschedule 5 days before session through the booking system
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VOICE CALL WITH MARC
Marc is available for voice calls through Whatsapp (GMT / BST timezone)
These calls are completely confidential
Rate: £70/hr or £95/1.5 hr
Email: marcnolannoonehere@outlook.com
AN INVISIBLE LOVE STORY
This is a little tribute to my dear friend Marc
We killed and healed each other
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